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Took a big hit today. I've been needing a win for a while now and I think convinced myself I was entitled to one; So in the end I really have no one else to blame but myself. I'm not going to lie, this really hurts and knowing that I can't direct my frustration anywhere else but inward just feeds into the whole destructive cycle. Writing about it feels like it should be more cathartic but the more and more I think about thinking about it the more it seems like this is merely a placebo. Way to go Brock.